So I made my blog look beautiful and a little more like ME! I am happy with my end results. Now I just need some more followers & some new people to follow. Give me suggestions, I love juicy gossip & all things military, still.
On another note, thankkk you for all the incredible support and words of encouragement. Each and every one of you ladies are absolutely amazing. It is going to be a long road ahead of me, so I appreciate it, more than words can say.
I talked to J a little more last night, but my phone ended up dying because I went to the movies to see Fast Five. FYI -movie was fantastic. Paul Walker & Vin Diesel are sooo sexy, mmm. I recommend seeing it. But I don't really remember what was said, except for he feels awful, which he should. He never intended on me finding out about him cheating on me, which is stupid, because EVERYTHING always comes out, eventually right? I still can't wrap my head around all of it. I know J coming clean was hard for him, but I still haven't got a I'm sorry. I don't know if I ever will either. I asked him if he regretted it, all I got was an "I feel terrible about it". If he called me today and told me he was sorry and he wanted to make things work, I feel like I would try. I know its dumb and I need to tell myself once a cheater, always a cheater. But I was also taught to never give up on someone you love, you fight for what is yours. But that's just letting my mind think, because he isn't sorry about what he did and he doesnt regret it...
I hope you enjoy my new layout :)